i do care !!

i felt it, too !!

but i'm glad that i didn't show it in front of you..

i just do not know how to express that feeling

but

it doesn't show you that i'm tough enough 

 it never tell you that i'm good enough

and it's still hurting me deep inside
i'm crying
 but no one hears me

should i run away?

should i cheer them up?

or

should i be part of them?

at last,,
i choose to be alone
i choose to be what i want to be
i want to be myself !!

when i didn't express that feeling..
doesn't mean that i don't care..

i do care !!
i do feel it !!
and
i knew
one day,,
my time will come
i will be like them
insyaAllah
=)

**abaikan grammar yg tunggang langgang itu**